Listening. Take a gander, look at something, relive yourself in the past, think of something that really makes you feel sad. Then now ask yourself, were there people who were able to talk to you, for you to confide in?
The person you would want to confide in should be a good listener, one who understands your body language, or the person who loves and cares for you.
Sometimes i just feel that people need to be better listeners, and I'm no exception. To be a better listener, i would understand the person so much more. But it's not like you could take out a notebook to take note of every small detail the other party says, it's impossible.
It's hard to find one who actually listens to you, so if you do, treasure them well. Now you must be thinking, why am i suddenly saying this? - I find it ironic i'm typing this stuff down here and yet i'm not a good listener myself... I wish i was a good listener to my family. I've regrets about the way I've forsaken them for my own sake and selfish reasons sometimes.
I wish i would be an EVEN better listener to the one i love dearly. I haven't been good enough for you, I'm sorry.
But no use sitting and sighing, I'm just ranting about how i feel, and how i treat the people around me most of the time. I've forsaken one of them for another, and another and another, for what? For my own happiness. Heyy enough about me, the message I'm trying to get out there is that, put other people before yourself - to a certain extent.
Serena, trust me that i would be there for you at your darkest moment, trust me that i would care for you (like the way you care for me ;D), and most importantly, trust me, for i wouldn't put any other person in your place. I love you Serena. There are some stupid things i have done to jeopardize our relationship, but i just want to let you know, you're too precious for me to let go. Thanks for being there for me, for even the smallest thing, it shows how much you care.
My feelings for you are stronger than ever, believe me that i won't break my promise, even though our path's set in real time, I'm truly dedicated to hold you as long as i possibly could, and that would be the day when even if times a getting worst, i promise i will hold on, seeing you happy makes my day :)
Let our every moment together be loved and cherished. I would grasp at every minute to just sit, hold hands with you and just stare at you.
